Art isn’t easy; good art is downright hard.
Read MoreI Don't Believe You
…but my brain won’t let me process what they say and embrace the fact that it could be true.
Read MoreThe Year of the Goat
I’m not promising 2022 will be better because there’s 364 days of it left to navigate.
Read MoreUnsure
Truth is, I’m still not sure how I feel.
Read MoreCould've Been Worse
“Looks like you forgot to pack your goat feet today.”
-Eddy Ellis, everyday at practice for three years
Read MoreBusy... Again
I HAVE to make each piece the best thing I’ve written so far. With photography, I WANT to make each shot the best I’ve taken so far.
Read MoreCuriosity
They got me thinking about the root of where my photography/writing/ personality: curiosity.
Read MoreAspirations
I've never really been one for resolutions or goals during the New Year season— in fact I've often found them cheesy and unnecessary. Why wait until a specific day to start improving and growing?
But after a year floating around trying to figure out where I am and what I want to do, I figured this is as good a time as any to codify the goals that have been bouncing around.
More Intentional
One of the things I've always loved about photography is that you can just go for a walk with your camera and, if you're looking hard enough, you can find something to shoot and make the light and environment work.
It's fun doing that but for me I've relied too heavily on it and honestly, it gets boring and creatively stagnant.
Granted there's a difference between going on a backpacking trip and just taking random shots as I walk down the trail and sitting on the couch, looking around the room, finding something to shoot, and then playing around with the shots in Lightroom. For me it's lazy.
Anyway, my whole point is to take good pictures on purpose, to see the shot, set up the shot, and take the shot the way I want. If I end up getting something better then so be it as long as I get the shot I wanted, the way I wanted it.
To help, I've started a photo journal of all my photo shoots. Jotting down the technical aspects, the perspectives, the improvements and thoughts I should use for the next shoot, and just the feeling of the shoot itself should help me improve.
This also means pushing outside my comfort zone a little and involving other people in the process. It means asking more friends if they'll model for me (more on that later), it means finding businesses willing to work with me (more on that later as well), going to places I wouldn't normally go, or finding subjects I wouldn't normally focus on.
Portraits
I've touched on this a little in a previous post but I've always been shy. I don't really like interacting with people I don't know, I've always kept a pretty small circle of close friends, "flirting" usually involved awkward comments followed by an uncomfortable giggle.
Now contrast that with wanting to get better at portraits.
I think everyone reading this now understands why I'm much better at landscapes.
It's not just about the photos themselves though.
2020 was, arguably, one of the worst collective years that I can think of. A lot of us quarantined, a lot of us stayed away from face to face social interactions, and a lot of us were left to listen to our own thoughts.
If anyone else is even a little bit like me, they've had to deal with some of their inner demons. John Mulaney going back to rehab after almost a decade sober is a metaphor for the rest of us (though maybe not to the same extent).
I want the portraits I take to make people feel good being photographed, want them to feel good about themselves, in a sense remove some of those insecurities they might have.
I want people to feel human again and to feel great about who they are as a person.
Drone Shots
Here is where the learning curve gets very steep.
Drones are, in some ways, easier in terms of photos: you find the shot you want, you can see how it's going to turn out on the screen, and there's never a chance your horizon line will be uneven.
The difficult part comes in video footage. Getting it isn't the hardest, although timing can be difficult depending on what you're shooting.
It's editing the footage afterwards that's both time consuming, tedious, and difficult. Especially for someone who has never edited video. I've never even captured a whole lot of video other than on my cell phone.
I'll also have to get a commercial drone pilot's license which is also very time consuming but necessary according to the FAA.
However, the benefits, will far outweigh the pain in the ass it'll take to become proficient.
Real estate agents, electrical companies, tree service companies, small businesses are all looking for different footage and photos to promote their brands or sell their products.
In theory, the drone work would probably pay most of the bills I rack up from doing regular photography (particularly those long backpacking trips in the mountains).
Magic
Ok, this one seems a little bit... fanciful.
I recently watched a Masterclass put on by Penn and Teller (Teller speaks, it's really weird) and remembered my love of card tricks.
Since I have a niece and a nephew, the latter of whom is starting to understand more than just "food", "cry", and "sleep" so I figured it's a good time to learn some tricks to perform for the both of them. It's more of a "hobby goal" or a "read more" goal.
It's less a self-improvement goal and more of a fun thing to do with the family. I've already ordered a couple books and will likely be rewatching the Penn and Teller Masterclass.
All Year
It's going to be a long year; with vaccines being delayed, lockdowns still in effect for a lot of the country, and political drama that doesn't look like it's going away soon.
So really, I hope this site, my social media platforms, and any prints or calendars you might buy provide some sense of escape or relief from the realities of the world. I hope it gives you a sense of calm or inspires you in some way.
It's going to be a long year but I'll be here for all of it.
Keep your feet moving
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Week Three: Busy, Busy, Busy
I’ve always said some people collect stamps, some collect coins, I collect stories.
The funny stories are my favorite.
Read MoreWeek Two: Creative Boredom
The boredom I’ve been experiencing this week just reminds me that I need to push myself and continue to grow.
Read MoreChallenges
I made the age-old excuses: "I'm busy with my full-time job", "I just don't have the energy", "if it were actually a good idea, I'd be throwing myself into it", and, the classic, "I'll do it later".
Read MoreHope
For two thirds of my life, it was all bull shit.
Read MoreCompliments
There are moments that make all the running around and stress worth every minute.
Read MoreMoving... Without Moving
Don’t worry about me, I’ll figure it out.
Read MoreStill Learning
If I'm not learning something, if I'm not actively trying to grow through knowledge and experience, then clearly I'm not paying attention.
Read MoreSitting
Perhaps, it’s time we all find an album, turn up the volume, and just sit and listen.
Read MoreAnd I'm Back
I’m going back to what this site was meant to be in the first place: a way for me to tell stories that are important. There won’t be any single direction or topic I’ll focus on. The only direction will be whatever path or trail I decide to take— literally and metaphorically.
I’m tired of focusing on the news and politics, though there may be some of that in the weeks and months to come.
Instead, I’m focusing on people and stories.
Read MoreTired
I did what was needed to do my job, I sat through the service with half-attention at best, and exited as quickly and inconspicuously as my manners would allow. After the meeting, I drove home, drank beer, and watched Netflix until I fell asleep.
I felt nothing.
Read MoreLip Service
Being an officer doesn't mean you're a leader.
Read MoreThe Eleventh
If you want to thank a vet for their service, truly thank them, contribute to the political process, engage leaders to make meaningful changes for the whole. There's very little veterans truly need to be happy. We don't nee more programs or more money. Fix what's broken in the VA, fix the political discourse, fix child healthcare. Care for people and make this a country worth sacrificing for.
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